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| I thought I left a note here saying that I started posting on Word Press, but I guess not. Whoops.
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| It's weird.
I used to feel like I never really had friends I could talk to. Now I do. I have good friends. Friends I'm happy with. But I still don't feel like I can talk to anyone about SHIT. Like, important shit. Stuff that bugs me. Stuff that makes me avoid people and thinking and other crap that stresses me out.
People who knock therapy are really missing out. I mean come on, someone who is paid to just sit there and listen to you and help you with your issues. Who doesn't want that? And UCLA doles this out for free!
I don't know what to do.
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| So they say the economy sucks right now. TRUE STORY!
I have an interview at Urban Outfitters tomorrow (or technically today). At first I was kind of excited for it. I mean, I've never done retail at a clothing store before. I assume that it really can't be that bad. Folding clothes. Dealing with bougie customers. Pretending to be avant garde. Nothing that hard. But then I started talking to my friend who worked there before. She told me that it's not really a bad or hard application process but that the work itself isn't so great. Or well, not bad. But not fun. I guess that's why they call it work though. Work ain't fun.
I don't want to have to get a new damn wardrobe just for work. LAME!
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| First blog of the new year. Sadly, not such a good one. But it's ok.
You know how things are generally going well, with nothing that major to complain of, but there are just a bunch of minor things that add up? It's been like that for a long while now. Maybe they're not so minor, but I'd like to think of them in that way. Being over dramatic about stuff is never good. Anyway, it's just been one of those times. December is usually hard to deal with in general, and this one wasn't horrible, but it's still been hard to deal with things.
There should be professional people picker uppers. People who are hired to just listen to you vent or hear out your problems. Of course you wouldn't be paying them because then that would just be like... hookering. But they'd be there to just agree with whatever you have to say. Or give good advice. But I guess that's what we make friends for. It's just that a lot of times I don't want to bother people with my problems. Or I'm just so irritated of everyone that I don't want to go to them for help. It sounds kind of jerkish to blame others, but I dunno.
Things have just been kind of up and down.
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| So it's been about four hours since I got back from Chili's with Julieanne and Tommy but damn, I still feel gross. Tommy and Julieanne each had big margaritas and I had like 3 Dr. Peppers. In total, we shared:
Chips with queso
Triple dippers: southwestern egg rolls, honey bbq boneless wings, chicken crispers
BLT salad
Molten chocolate lava cake
I think we could have done without like... one of those. We all left pretty full and I don't think any of that fullness was healthy, haha. Afterwards we went to Target for a bit, but my parents called so that I could come home and move stuff around for my mom. We watched a few episodes of Arrested Development, which is kind of my new obsession at the moment. For anyone who hasn't gotten a chance to watch it, DO IT! I seriously cannot see why anyone would dislike the show, except for maybe GOB, but dude. It's like, the most intelligent humor I've ever seen in a television program. And it's intelligent because it's extremely funny, smart, AND easy enough for pretty much everyone to understand. A lot of "intelligent" programming escapes the general public, which is no good. Not that having a niche audience is so bad, but the more people can enjoy a show, the better.
My mom told me today that a bunch of relatives are coming to visit and stay for the holidays this coming Sunday, which I'm really excited about both because I like having people around the house and because they can give my mom company. She got into an accident recently (which is why I went home kind of early from LA) and I feel bad because I can help around the house and get things and do things for her, but I don't really know how to provide company. We've just NEVER had that kind of relationship where we share things with each other. I'm okay with it. I like how our relationship is and I don't expect anything more. I just wish I could give her something more.
My sleeping schedule always goes bad when I go home. Mmmm.... Maybe I can change it. But not tonight! I have more Arrested Development to watch.
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